I'm on my final countdown in Japan. Fifteen days, three plane rides totaling 18 hours, and only 14,584 km separate me from life back in Minnesota, where in which I will move to a new city and start a new job only five days after stepping off the plane.
Currently, my days consist of... Oh, let's see... knitting, reading, walks, photography, cooking, traveling and cleaning. In hindsight, my domesticity makes me queasy, but it's rather quite enjoyable. My current laid-back lifestyle will be contrasted with a new daily life consisting of a REAL job, whatever that means, and the creation of a life of my own. I will be reunited with friends and family; heck, interactions with them alone could fill my schedule. I have been looking forward to starting a life in the wonderful state of Minnesota for long enough to make me seem incredibly obsessive (just ask Tom). I dream of Trader Joe's, seeing my niece and nephew, Trader Joe's, meeting with friends at coffee shops (Isles Bun & Coffee!), biking on Minneapolis' excellent bike trails, cashing my first semi-substantial paycheck, etc.
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| A big reason I'm super duper excited to go home. She'll have a little brother, too. Any day now! |
The anticipation comes into play quite obviously when I remind myself how quick I will have to do a 180. I'm currently writing this entry while sitting in the same clothes I wore yesterday, sipping tea and creating a little 'to do' list in my head (a 'list' that only consists of making hummus and hopping on the bike to the local tourist office to ask a question). Maybe later I'll make myself some lunch, possibly hummus and veggie sandwich (I have all day to think of these things), knit while watching a documentary on Nepal, and do some laundry. Sounds like heaven, yes, but I have occasional lapses into restlessness where I wish I could enjoy these things as a reward for being busy instead of having all day to enjoy things I might take for granted.
So maybe I'll flourish as a returnee to the familiar feeling of being busy. I sure hope so. I also hope I'm not glorifying life of a Minneapolisian, conjuring up an exciting yet unrealistic image of my life in the big city. Will it be all I hoped for? Hope hope hope. I hope for a lot.
While I think about what's ahead, I'll also try to get the most out of my short two weeks left in Hokkaido. We'll rent a car this weekend, eat lots of Japanese food, and simply enjoy one another as we prepare for another two months apart (again? really?). I've acquired so much enjoyment out of simply living in a foreign country that I could go without these last few hoorahs if needed, but they'll be a nice topper on a fantastic year abroad.
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| We'll also most likely revisit the local karaoke joint for one last all-you-can-drink fiasco |
So where am I going with this post? It's a bit stream-of-consciousy, just thoughts on a page, but it helps puts things into perspective. A new job means a large learning curve. I'll be back to paying rent and upping my loan payments. I won't be able to travel like I have the past five years. But, I'll have my family and friends and a life in a city and state that I revere so highly. This last year was a great experiment; I had time to learn about myself, Japan, and I ate a lot of great food. Now it's time to go home.